Friday, February 19, 2016

Importance of Relationship

I'm so thankful for what God is doing in my life during this season. I have been able to notice growth in my walk and especially in how I interact with God.

Each year in January my church begins its 21 day Corporate Fast. This is our time of consecration where we are putting our flesh in submission by eliminating certain foods, media and social aspects of our lives that might distract or pull our attention away from God. I am grateful for the 21 days that I spent this year because I was able to focus on my spiritual growth. Unfortunately, some years it becomes more about the food that I cannot eat and finding foods to fill me up when that hunger pain hits. This year I was able to pull closer to God when I felt those pangs. I found so much joy in being able to complete my 21 days of Bible reading to add to my quiet time with God.

Those 21 days were necessary to remind me of the importance of seeking out that daily time to spend with God. Too often we can allow the distractions of our daily schedule to draw us away from the most important relationship that we have. I understand more now, that I need to be in God's presence daily. I cannot go a day without taking the time to spend with Him. As I've stated before in other blogs, when I do skip a day, I notice the difference! I do not ever want to be walking around in my flesh because I know it can do some damage. I want to be Spirit-led. In order to be Spirit-led I have to allow my ears to be adjusted so that I can recognize His voice.

One of the biggest questions I had this past year was on the clarity of God's voice. I just wanted to be sure that I wasn't confusing my voice, with God, or the enemy's (but we'll save that discussion for later, that's for another blog!). That's why it is so important to work on your relationship with God, so that you can recognize His voice.

I believe that God truly does want to have a relationship with us. I looked back at the notes that I took on the 4th of February, which was the 18th day of the fast. We read about the will of God. Something that stood out to me from John 14: "Anyone who believes in me will do the same works I have done, and even greater works because I am going to be with the Father. You can ask for anything in my name, and I will do it, so that the Son can bring glory to the Father." As a believer, I desire to do works that show who my Father is. I want to have the confidence that if there is something that I need to pray about, that since I have a relationship with God that He will honor my prayer and move on my behalf.

Something else that stood out to me, found in John 15: "Remain in Him and He will remain in you! Those who remain in Him will produce much fruit. You didn't choose him, He chose you. He appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, in Jesus' name. You are no longer part of the world. I chose you to come out of the world, so it hates you." Remember, that these are my notes based off of the New Living Translation. I thought this chapter had so much encouragement for the believer. The first part reminds us that He wants a relationship with us! He says to remain in Him!! That requires work and dedication to spend time with Him. Then, He goes on to say that we didn't choose Him, but He chose us. He chose us, to go and produce fruit. So, that let's us know again that we have work to do. He didn't save us from eternity in Hell to stay here on Earth and look cute! We have to go to work spreading this Gospel and sharing with those who are walking around dead, and yes literally, because they have not been born again. Last but not least, He gives us comfort. He says that He has chosen us to come out of the world, and it's okay if they hate you (that's scripture!); so, don't become discouraged if they do not want to hear what you have to say or they persecute you for believing in Jesus. Without a strong relationship with Him, we will find that we are weak and possibly not even producing the fruit and completing the work that He has called us to.

If you feel that you have slacked in this area, don't become discouraged. Set apart some time to spend with Him. It's important that you search the scriptures for yourself and you begin to listen for God as He speaks to you through the promptings of His, Holy Spirit. I promise you won't regret taking out this time to spend with Him.

Be Encouraged,

God's Servant

Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Relying on God

Wow, it's been a LONG time since my last post. Talk about over a year! Sorry, life has definitely been busy for me. I have moved across the world, literally, and changed jobs and now I'm just living and enjoying my current portion from the Lord.

This past summer after talking with God, I was led to move back to Germany. This was a major decision for me, but I have to say that I don't regret it one bit. I had quite a few people that didn't believe it was time for me to go, but as soon as I moved out I received nothing but confirmation that I was in the right place. I have learned how to trust God, and honestly, this is not the first time I have had to surrender my wants and plans to His. I have been living by Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart; do not depend on your own understanding. Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take" (New Living Translation). He has showed me more of my purpose while I've been here and He's even drawn me closer to Him.

I find that I miss it when I neglect to spend time with Him on a regular basis. I am in a season where I am realizing that God is my true first priority. When I mess up it is normally because I have replaced Him with something or someone else. I have been learning to check myself more, and to ensure that my priorities are straight. It really is true when the scriptures say that He will draw close to those who draw close to Him (James 4:8a). I have to make sure that I daily draw close to Him. It would be a shame if I started forsaking my time with Him now.

Honestly, this is a challenge for me...still! Sometimes I feel that work or my studies are important, but they are never more important than the God who ensures that I have breath and my strength to make it through the day. It is tough to rely on God when you are waiting for something, but it is so worth it. I find that when I'm waiting that I just have to make sure that I spend even more time with Him. I have to make Him a priority. This might mean that I have to cut out some of my TV time, Netflix too, in order to ensure that I spend time to listen for Him that day. It should never come to a point where I am able to fit everything in my day except spending time with God. That's a dangerous spot to be in.

It's so important to take the time to listen to His voice and to meditate on the word of God because that is what keeps us going. We have to ensure that we stay connected. How can we say that we rely on someone that we never spend time with? I simply cannot. Another thing that we must do when we rely on God for something is to trust Him to do exactly what He said He would do. We cannot say that we trust Him to do something in our lives but then we constantly pester Him about it. That's not how it works. It's not the easiest thing to do, I know.

I've been down this road a couple times before. Currently, I'm waiting on God to intervene on my behalf to set my feet back in the school system. It hasn't been the most peaceful experience, but I have found moments where I'm completely at peace. I have decided to continue to trust God. I don't want to move ahead of Him. I don't want to move after the fact, but I want to be so in tune with Him that I am able to move as soon as He says. I thank God for what He's doing in me and in the lives of those who I come in contact with. I thank God for my time to be a witness where I'm at. I'm thankful that even though I have my moments where I get down on myself that He is always there with open arms when I go to Him. He reminds me that I am a child of the King. He pulls me closer to Him, and being in His presence is so sweet! I wouldn't trade it for anything. I will continue to rely on the one true and Living God.

Be Encouraged,

God's Servant

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